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This will be the last thing i have to say about Nate fucking Ryan. You led me on, led me to believe you, led me to believe u loved me and actually felt something for me. you played me. you find something better then throw me aside then trash me nonchalantly on facebook.  YOURE A FUCKING TOOL AND I WISH I NEVER FELL FOR YOU. I WISH I WOULD HAVE SHARED CIT POINT WITH SOMEONE WHO WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME. I WISH YOU CAN JUST DROP OUT OF MY LIFE JUST LIKE YOU FUCKING POPPED INTO IT. FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS ITS BEEN NOTHING BUT LIES! I dont understand how i could be so STUPID as to fall for the goddamn trick. IM SO OVER YOU NATE RYAN AND ITS NEVER FELT SO FUCKING GOOD. HAVE FUN WITH FUCKING SYDNEY CUZ SHE WASNT THE ONE THAT WAS THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU ALMOST DIED CAUSE MADIE BROKE YOUR HEART, HELD YOUR HAND UNDER THE TABLE, WALKED ALONG THE BEACH WITH YOU, GAZED INTO THE FUCKING STARS WITH YOU. IT WAS ME ALL ALONG NOT HER. YOU HAVE LOST ME FOR GOOD NOW AND U DONT GIVE A SHIT! I BRAG ABOUT HOW GREAT YOU ARE. WELL 2 WORDS~FUCK. YOU. IM NOT EVEN FUCKING SAD, IM SO DAMN ANGRY, I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I COULD BE SO STUPID. IM SOOO OVER YOU. THIS WAS THE LAST STRAW. WE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME.

this is what his status was today 9:53 pm on January 18,2011...

"Well, I'm horribly sorry if it's too much for you to keep up with, I never meant to inconvenience you with my personal life that you have absolutely no connection to. I'll do as I want and love where I please, and if I'm not a person to you for it, so be it. I am what I am, and I'm loving every minute of it, and if you can't respect it, I'm better without you."

GOOD. FUCKING. BYE. FUCKING. DOUCHE BAG.

Beasts & Betrayal,
LAUREN FUCKING MACQUEEN.

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